Dominating an Arrogant Submissive - Chapter 18

“There’s nothing confusing, besides love, there are many other kinds of feelings that can create strong attachments, especially for someone like Hara, who has a special past, it’s easier to become obsessed with a certain kind of feeling.” Calmly analyzing the situation, Quan handed the fruit platter that Hades had asked for to his master’s hand while he did so.
“You can understand?” Since last night Gao Yunfei had thought about it for a whole day and night, even sleeping at night with a head full of question marks turned into a monster chasing him all night. He thought that the original idea of this Martian immigrant couldn’t be understood by anyone, that’s why he complained to Hades and Ah Quan, but he didn’t expect Ah Quan to understand.
Without answering Gao Yunfei, Ah Quan just coldly swept him a glance, “So you left Hara behind and fled last night?”
“No, Hara grabbed me and refused to let go, kept asking me if I hated him, I saw that he was on the verge of crying out, coaxed him for a couple of sentences, and slept with him in the studio.”
“So where is he now?”
“I sent him back to the Red Pavilion, when dealing with the guests I saw nothing wrong with him, so I came to Absolute Colors, and when it’s midnight I’ll have to pick him up.”
“Don’t irritate Hara, he’s already in pain.”
“But I can’t understand what he’s thinking, why on earth would he want to sleep with me?”
“A lot of people are willing to sleep with you, not just Hara.”
Knowing that Quan was referring to Murphy’s guys, Gao Yunfei took a deep breath in annoyance, “That’s different, those guys like me and like sex.”
“Hara likes you too, sex to him means with anyone, why can’t he do it with you?”
“……” As if he has communication problems with Quan too?
Just looking at Gao Yunfei’s blank look Chuen had the urge to smack him, “Young Master Fei, not everyone sees having sex as so sacred. For the past few years Hara has been having sex with different men, sex to him is just sticking a cylindrical thing into his body and pumping it fast, that’s all. It might not be pleasant for him, but it was better than being beaten. But anyway, that has absolutely nothing to do with love.”
“So, no matter who wants to do it, he’ll let the other guy fuck him?”
“Exactly, and while it’s a little cruel to you, as soon as Hara realizes he can’t resist that person, he’ll let the other guy ride him and fuck him. Because sex doesn’t mean anything to him, waiting until after he washes the cum out of his body is like nothing happened to him.”
“…… “Although he understood Quan’s explanation, Gao Yunfei really didn’t know what he should think. Although he didn’t like promiscuity, he wasn’t too clean about sex either, which is why he was able to accept Haru’s past and fall in love with him, but now that he’s heard Quan’s explanation, he doesn’t know if he can still accept it.
“Master Fei, it’s not his fault that Hara views sex this way, it’s a way for him to protect himself. Only if there is someone to love him and teach him the relationship between love and sex will he understand what it means for you to sleep with him.”
“That’s why he never says no when I want it, because he would never say no to anyone in the first place.”
“That’s not true!” After a pause, he looked at Gao Yunfei’s eyes as he waited for the following before he continued, “To others, you can’t refuse, but to you, it’s because you want to.”
“You mean he is voluntary?”
“Hara trusts you and will do whatever you ask.”
“You mean he was willing to let me do it because he trusted me?” It was an answer so unbelievable that he couldn’t comprehend it.
“Let’s restore your encounter with Hara. Your first meeting with Hara would have been backstage at the live show?”
“Yes!”
“For some reason, Hara developed an admiration and yearning for you. He wanted to be close to you, and felt that you could bring him some kind of power.”
──That kind of feeling that perhaps you’ll never understand, Young Master Fei, is as if it will shine, and even those who stay near you will be colored with that light and become different. Even a male prostitute seems to become a bit more upscale just by being around you.
“That admiration gradually turns into a deep-rooted trust, and he believes that you have some kind of power, and that if he does what you say, he’ll get that power. Even if that’s not the case, he’ll only blame himself, thinking that he’s doing it the wrong way, but won’t question at all whether or not you really do have that kind of power; you’ve become a kind of faith in his heart.”
──That’s why I kept going to Young Master Fei, I would listen to Young Master Fei’s words, but also because I wanted to be even a little bit better, to become like Young Master Fei. But then I got beaten up and realized how much I didn’t think I was capable of anything. So that wasn’t Young Master Fei’s fault, it was my own failure to understand the situation.
“And every little bit of change you help him with will make him more convinced of the existence of this power. He’ll submit to that power completely, expecting himself to be transformed. Even if you ask him to have sex with you, he’ll feel that it’s a necessary part of the process for him to get the power, and his trust in you won’t make him suspect that you’re doing it for any purpose at all, he just wants the power.”
You’re my teacher, you can do anything you want to me, can’t you?
“At a time when he has gradually changed, what would be his greatest fear at this time?”
“The sudden loss of power.”
“Exactly, that’s why he doesn’t want to make you angry, he’ll be afraid that you’ll leave and not give him any more power. He’ll be willing to do anything to quell your anger, but he can’t afford to do anything he doesn’t understand. If no one has loved him in the past, he probably doesn’t even understand what love is. He’ll think it pissed you off for some reason, so he just has to find that reason and change it.”
“That’s why he thinks I’m angry because he doesn’t have an erection.”
“Hara’s feelings for you are deeper than a love tie, he trusts you so completely he’s afraid of losing you, and until he feels like he’s gotten that power, he’ll probably fall apart if he loses you.” After a pause, Quan smiled playfully, “So Young Master Fei, to be or not to be sexually active is only a minor issue, you have much more troubling issues to worry about.”
After quietly thinking about Ah Quan’s words for a while, Gao Yunfei suddenly looked up and asked, “You said before he feels he’s gotten that power, what about after? If he feels he has gotten it, is it that I am useless?”
“No. Usually this kind of belief will always exist as long as it is established and is not destroyed by external forces. It’s kind of similar to religion in that he trusts you to bring him strength, and you’ll be his anchor in any time he needs it. And the longer it goes on, the more solid that trust will become.”
“Sounds a bit like a cult!” Muttering in a low voice, Gao Yunfei asked again without understanding, “But last night, Hara talked back to me, and I think he’s already rebellious to my words.”
“It could be that he’s been suppressed for a long time and now he’s finally released it, so there will be a strong rebound period. He will have a strong desire to think for himself and make his own decisions, and this strong desire will make him aggressive. If there is something else to stimulate him at this time, his rebound will be even stronger. But don’t worry, Young Master Fei, as long as Yuan still believes that you can bring him strength, he won’t be able to truly resist you, and in the end, he’ll surely succumb.”
Something else to stimulate him? Ah Quan’s words reminded Gao Yunfei of Duan Tianquan. Although he couldn’t hear what Duan Tianquan said to Yuan, he felt that Yuan’s attitude in the car was definitely related to Duan Tianquan.
“Then why isn’t he willing to leave Red Hall? If he’s really that obedient, I’ve tried to persuade him a few times, why wouldn’t he?”
“Perhaps Hara felt that he could prove himself at the Red Hall, test the power he had gained. But in the end, I think it’s because Hara doesn’t have a sense of belonging with you, he feels that he can’t stay with you for long, and the Red Hall is a place he can’t leave for now, and only when he really finds a place where he can feel a sense of belonging will he have a strong motivation to want to leave the Red Hall.”
“No sense of belonging? I thought you said he trusted me?”
“Trust and a sense of belonging are two different things, maybe he doesn’t feel like there’s a place for him in your life, and he’ll feel out of place with other things around you. But that’s not a problem, you just have to make him fall in love with you, and he’ll naturally want to stay with you, and he’ll naturally want to leave the Red Hall.”
I’m afraid that by that time he won’t be able to leave–No, maybe it’s already too late now, Mr. Hong has already smelled Hara’s value, and now it’s not possible to let go so easily.
Quietly thinking, and then back to God suddenly found that the ears a lot of quiet, Gao Yunfei magical look at Ah Quan, “sounds like a very reasonable, but in the end is not true ah?” Ah Quan had only met Hara twice, right? At most, he had only heard a few of his complaints, how could he analyze so many things?
Chuen raised his eyebrows, “You doubt my professional opinion?”
“Professional?” It seemed he had never asked that question, “What do you do in your spare time, Chuen?”
“I’m a psychiatrist, I help people with counseling.”
“……” Psychiatrist? What an amazing profession?This psychiatrist is still a sex slave, himself is a pervert, even more amazing ……
In silence, the husky voice of the Underworld King suddenly said inadvertently, “Yesterday, Chung Wo Weng furiously went to look for the emperor.”
Upon hearing the emperor, Gao Yunfei’s attention was immediately brought over, “What’s going on? Isn’t he with Starlight?”
“It’s possible that Starlight was discovered.”
“Possibly? What does that mean? Those two assholes are crazy, they’ll never let him go once they know it’s Arjun’s doing… What else does Arjun have planned for the future?”
“No.”
“No?” That wasn’t Jun’s style, he wasn’t the type to stir up a hornet’s nest and not leave himself a way out.
“At least he didn’t tell me.” Slowly shaking his wine glass, Hades said calmly.
Seeing the King of the Underworld like this, Gao Yunfei couldn’t say anything else. It was only after a long time that he asked, “What about Ah Che?” If those two people wanted to deal with Ah Jun, Ah Che would definitely be in danger as well, because each of them knew very well that the only person who could make Ah Jun suffer was Ah Che.
“I left him in my villa in the Eastern District, those two people won’t be able to find him.”
The Undertaker was chosen by Arjun, if he said there was no problem then Che should be fine. But what he was worried about now was Arjun, he had been locked up for more than half a month, in the middle of which he hadn’t seen him even though he had run out once. To be honest, he was really worried, even if he knew that those two people were actually nice to Jun, and that Jun wasn’t someone who would suffer, he was just worried. He didn’t know why, but he always had a very bad feeling in the back of his mind, as if something was going to happen.
“Yes, Hara, well done.” Watching the beautiful organ grow larger and harder as it stood up, Duan Tianquan complimented with satisfaction as his hands continued to rub the rosy nipple beads as well as caress the skin on the inside of Hara’s sensitive leg roots. “Remember the sensations that turn you on, the touch of your fingers stroking over you, soon enough.”
Hara’s hands were cuffed above his head, spreading his legs wide open to let the man play with his body, and Hara’s mind seemed to be relieved as he watched his crotch gradually stand up to his sex.
“Hara, are you my slave?”
“Uhh!” Fingers stabbed into the back hole, Hara endured the uncomfortable feeling and whispered, “Yes, I am your slave, my master.”
