LET ME LEAVE（BDSM） - Chapter 3

Whenever I see the figure of Zhongqing, I have to recall the scene of that day, I remember it clearly every second, except for the time when I don’t wake up, the pain I suffered from it makes me suffer like in the refining field, and there is no way to ask for help, while the originator of all this is still in front of the screen with unlimited scenery, and is still the public’s favorite, and his face which is as perfect as David’s is still cared for by the media, how did I not find that he has such a high rate of appearances in the film before? I hadn’t realized that he had such a high rate of appearances. Every night prime time TV dramas, commercials, street lookouts, newspaper entertainment headlines, posters in the windows, he seems to take on countless incarnations, haunting me all the time, oppressing me, chasing me to remind me of what he once did, don’t …… don’t, no matter how much mental construction I do, it’s useless, even if it’s just to see him in the downtown window television Will let me produce the illusion that there is only him around, which makes me shudder.

At home for four days to recuperate finally can leave the bed to walk around, the wrist wound is better, with a bandage wrapped can be hidden in the cuffs, and the shame of the mouth is actually very difficult to heal, every time I go to the toilet makes me shivering with pain, so these days I almost did not eat anything. Even now that I can walk around I can’t do much activity, but I can’t rest at home anymore or Mom will get suspicious.

After the start of work, I reported to the financial department, although I can’t say that I’m a rookie, but as a professional industry date financial reporter I have to learn a lot more, because I can’t take mistakes for granted like a rookie, because even as an entertainment reporter, I’ve been doing it for three years.

Whenever I come back from interviewing business giants after following my seniors, I have to organize a lot of recorded content and turn them into words, only busyness can make me forget about it, but as soon as I have a spare moment later, I stare at my cell phone, even though it hasn’t rung in the past week or so, this idea that it doesn’t know when it’s going to ring puts me on edge every now and then, and I hear my female colleagues talking about how he’s gone to shoot a music video overseas. It turns out that his tentacles are not only extended to the movie, but also to the record industry, hearing that he is not in the city this more or less let me feel a little bit of relief, but I know that sooner or later he is going to call, and will certainly call, he is to come in my most off guard to give me a heavy blow, I already know his bad nature, he does not care about the confrontation with other people, he likes to play with other people’s weaknesses. And now I still don’t understand why I’m getting this kind of revenge.

“Yo, how’s it going? Still getting used to it?” The editor-in-chief interrupted my thoughts. This side’s editor-in-chief is named He, and he’s a good friend with the entertainment department’s editor-in-chief, who is also my master, and my master might have already taken care of him and asked him to take good care of me.

“It’s okay, thanks for taking care of Editor-in-Chief He.” I said politely.

“Not at all, Old Chen has already taken care of me, how could I make things difficult for his disciple?” His laughter was very bright, “Do a good job, I can see that you work hard and still have a great future.”

Suddenly the phone in my hand rang, I threw it out as if I was holding a burning charcoal, Editor-in-Chief He was startled by my action?

“What’s wrong, are you not feeling well?” Editor-in-Chief He looked at me with concern and gave me a ride on my back, this action immediately reminded me of Zhong Qing’s action that night, I screamed as if I was avoiding a poisonous snake, avoiding it.

Editor-in-chief He froze on the spot with a burst of red and white face, I immediately knew that I had made a mistake, and immediately walked to him, “I’m sorry, editor-in-chief, I have a big pustule on my back, you just touched it, and I’m in a bit of pain.”

As soon as he heard this, he finally relieved, patted my shoulder and said, “Then you answer the phone, the phone fell on the floor, I don’t know if it’s broken or not.” With that, he left the lounge.

I rushed over and picked up the phone, “Hello?”

“You answered the phone late, didn’t I tell you? I told you to answer the phone as soon as you hear it. I guess you don’t take my words seriously.”

As soon as I heard his cold voice, I immediately fell into the fear I felt that day, “No, I didn’t mean to, really, I’ll definitely listen to you, don’t be angry, please.”

“Listen carefully, at 8 o’clock tonight, you come to Phantom Color. Tell my little brother directly that I asked you to come, do you understand?”

“Yes, yes.” I agreed without even thinking. I even forgot to ask where Fantasy Color was. By the time I remembered, they had already hung up the phone and I didn’t dare to call them. Forget it, I’ll just take a taxi then, the taxi driver should know.

For the next few hours, I was on pins and needles, doing everything wrong, and then I just hid in the lounge, waiting for 8 o’clock to come.

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没想到幻色是一间全市最大的同性恋俱乐部，在我打车来的时候，司机以异样的目光看着我，我也顾不上了，只想着仲青会拿我怎么样。

After talking to the waiter, the waiter brought me to the innermost room on the second floor and told me to sit there and wait, as time passed by, I could even hear my own heartbeat, every beat gave me the urge to flee, suppress it, suppress it. Unconsciously, I pressed my hands tightly against my chest, and my breathing gradually became more and more rapid.

Finally, I couldn’t bear this suppressed emotion, and stood up with a loud bang, when the door opened, and the demon with the face of an angel walked in, wearing a sarcastic smile, “Huh, what do you want to do? Do you want to leave? Aren’t you afraid I’ll send the pictures to your company?”

He slowly approached me, and the oppressive feeling forced me backward step by step until my back was against the wall with no way out. He kept pressing in until he was right in front of me, his lower body pressed in close, one finger lifting my chin, his breath coming right up to my face, I could even smell the smoke on his breath.

“I’ve been so busy these past few days that I didn’t have time to come to you, aren’t you a little anxious to wait? I called you as soon as I got off the plane, though.” He gave an evil grin.

His fingertips against the side of my neck, slightly applying force, the blood in my veins was pressed, increasing the load on my heart, I could feel my heartbeat getting heavier and heavier, but I was too scared to resist, my coworkers said that I was a person with super nerves, but it was only when it came to him that I could feel even the slightest change of mood, I was afraid that he would suddenly lose control, afraid that he would suddenly remember that nasty game again.

He saw that I was already too scared to make a sound, “Do you want to know what punishment Lin Yi received? Hmm?” He asked mischievously.

“How is my …… brother Yi doing?” Although it was already difficult to protect himself now, he still didn’t want that person who had helped him to be dragged down by himself.

“I don’t want him anymore. According to the rules of the gang, he has to be punished by the punishment of the stick, at least two months before he can get out of bed. A bodyguard who has betrayed himself, I won’t want him.” Speaking later, his voice became harsher and colder. “Do you still have the time to care about others? Think about yourself first now, do you know what this place is?”

I shook my head.

“This is an SM club, specializing in satisfying the needs of those top leaders, you probably can’t imagine how perverted those greasy-bellied guys are, they’ve crippled a lot of boys. I’m going to let you look around here tonight, and from tomorrow you’ll be guest starring here.”

“What? No, I don’t want to.” I screamed. What’s wrong with that, letting me do it here, that’s no different from publishing the photos.

He seemed to know what I was objecting to, “You can wear the mask and perform, as long as you don’t take it off yourself, no one here will dare to do it, that’s the rule. Okay, you choose, perform here, or let me publish the photos, either way?”

It hit me where it hurts, and I was silent.

Do I have a choice?

He could have guessed my choice, so without waiting for me to react, he went to a desk in the room, pressed a button, the wall opposite the desk suddenly rose up, and twelve screens appeared, all of which showed the same naked person writhing there, but from all angles, including face-to-face, chest-to-chest, and posterior, bird’s-eye view, and back view, all in all directions. It’s a complete all-around surveillance.

“Watch well, see how the others perform, and in the future, you will be called upon to fill in whenever we are short of dolls. This stage is a separate small room, guests can’t get in, only dolls and assistants go in, in every VIP room there is such a TV wall, you can watch the performance from all sides, don’t worry, since I promised Yi, I won’t let you be exposed, so I will only let you perform for two hours at a time, and also put on a mask for you. You should be thankful that I only let you be a doll and not a sliced-up child.”

When I heard that, I looked towards the TV wall, oh my god, the main character was obviously a 16 or 17 year old kid, he was chained to his feet and suspended in the air in a big shape, probably because he was drugged, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were confused, and his whole body was writhing uncontrollably.

His parting was put into the restrainer, and even his scrotum was put into a wide ring, which froze the scrotum and pulled it into a pillar. The daisy in his hind quarters was bulging and still slowly squirming, ah …… must have been put into a mimicry sex device.

His rear bud slowly contracted faster and faster, suddenly, his whole body froze and did not move, and violently his whole body vibration will be inside the chrysanthemum bud of the thing shot out, ah, is a similar large like a tennis ball of the jumping egg. God, how could it fit in something that big.

But because his part was tightly restrained, so even though it rose to a deep black color, it still remained hard and couldn’t be released, there was no greater pain than being a male, so the boy flipped there with all his might, jumping and jumping like a fish thrown ashore. Gradually, the boy rolled his eyes, he just couldn’t take it anymore.

I could not bear to watch any longer, as long as the thought that I myself from tomorrow onwards will have to perform like this, my stomach also began to contract, I used both hands to press on the top of the stomach, but still did not restrain the desire to vomit, finally could not help but rushed into the bathroom attached to the room and vomited wildly, the past few days had no appetite, so vomit is not much of a substance, to the end of the day, only to vomit some yellow water, may be gastric juices, the feeling of vomiting, the boy was not able to bear it, he could not bear to watch any longer. Even so, the feeling of vomiting still made me dry-heave there.

Don’t, really don’t, I slowly fell to my knees, why do you want me to suffer like this, mom, I’m sorry, I want to give up, really, I want to give up, I don’t have the ability to withstand this kind of thing ah.

He paced in, took a stack of photos and put them in front of me, the top one is exactly the way I was dressed up to make an appearance, with my breasts clamped in clips, and my doppelganger was wrapped in ribbons and tied with a small bow, and the skill of the photo had to make me admire it, obviously with my hands tied up behind my back, but I couldn’t see any of it in the photo, and the pained expression couldn’t be distinguished from the pain or pleasure even if I couldn’t see that I was forced to or pleasure.

Tears came to my eyes, “How could you do this, how could you do this?”I yelled, snatched the photos and tore them apart, one by one, to shreds that could never be restored.

“Your camera is not bad, it takes very clear pictures. But these you tear also useless, the negative is still in my place, want to wash as much as possible, your mom want to see ah, I send some to her how about it? His smile in my eyes made me feel indescribably humiliated.

When I heard his words, I couldn’t help but stand up and punch him in the face, probably because I was too slow, he grabbed me and pushed me back, I sat on my butt and hit my back hard on the counter.

“Why? Why in the world? Even if it’s because I accidentally reported that you were gay, didn’t the public not believe it? As for the photos, I didn’t send them to threaten you, and didn’t you already sell Leung? Haven’t you gotten over it yet? If you want to punish me, isn’t raping me enough? Why do you have to do that? What good does it do you?” With my heart in my mouth, I simply confronted him.

“What do you know?” He yelled, “If it wasn’t for you taking these pictures, what did your damn assistant threaten me with, and how did it cause my mother’s old illness to come back, she’s already in a state of uncertainty, if anything happens to my mom, I’m going to have you buried with her.”

“What? How?” I don’t understand.

“I don’t unders Hum …… my mother is a little paranoid, she must want me to find a family woman to marry in order to inherit my father’s club, she wants to make my father can’t leave her side. And the fact that you reported it like that would have been too much for my mother to handle, and for that damn guy to send pictures to be seen by my mom. Well, she’s still having a heart attack and is still in the hospital.” He looked at me with a fierce glare.

“I didn’t know? I really didn’t think about it, I didn’t want to send it, but the editor-in-chief knew about that incident ……” Before I could finish explaining, he interrupted me, “That’s enough, don’t make excuses. You beg grandpa and grandma not to let anything happen to my mom right now, or I’m going to have you buried with me.”

After saying that, he walked out of the bathroom.

How did this happen, it seemed like I had been asking myself that since that day, how did it happen that what I thought was the least of my problems with the manuscript had gotten me into this situation.

The pain in my back seemed to ease a bit and I stepped out of the shower as he sat down behind his desk and said to me, “You can go today, I have little interest in being on your case any longer, but why weren’t you at my press conference today?”

“I applied for a transfer to run financial news.” I said with my head down, not wanting him to see my red eyes.

“You should apply for a transfer back, otherwise, how can you cooperate with me. You have one week to get it done or you resign.” He said with an expressionless face.

As soon as I heard that he wanted me to resign, I panicked, my lifelong dream was to be a good reporter, it’s not easy to have the possibility of realizing this dream now, but to give it up like this, I’m really not willing to do it. I’m really not willing to give up.” “No, please, I can cooperate, I can definitely cooperate. As long as you call, I will definitely let go of everything and come over first.” I was so scared that I rushed to him and begged him.

“What are you talking about? What kind of business is it for you, a financial reporter, to come to my place? Do you still want the photos to be exposed, I don’t mind that one.” He didn’t even shake me off.

Yes, what should I do? It’s definitely not possible to transfer back to the master’s place now, so the only way is to resign, but after resigning, what should I do about my mother’s illness without any income? Although she doesn’t need to be hospitalized now, the herbal medicine she has to take every day is also very expensive.

What should I do? What should I do?

“You go, remember to answer the phone quickly next time, don’t keep me waiting.”

I don’t care what else he said after that, it’s not impossible to transfer back to the entertainment department, the master will definitely answer it, but what excuse do I have to find at the old boss’s place? If I do this, my future is completely over, but I don’t care, it’s better than quitting, but if I quit, my mother won’t be able to cope with it.

I am a little bit of a trance, out of the illusion of color did not even think about doing the car, so walk back home, walking more than two hours, to the door of the house, but also do not care about the mother’s worried look directly into their own rooms.

Mom, I really regret ah. Why do I want to do entertainment, why do I want to interview Zhongqing, why do you know that you can not send or can not argue with the editor in chief to send that article?

So tired ah ……