LET ME LEAVE（BDSM） - Chapter 5

If Zhong Qing’s intention at the beginning was to make me famous, to let me taste the taste of being surrounded by paparazzi as well, then it can be said that he has already accomplished a certain amount of his goal now.

As a superstar, it’s normal for him to be followed and photographed, they are too much in the spotlight, the public wants their favorite stars to live in a transparent crystal ball, so they can see their every move, it’s a sadistic nature of human beings, it doesn’t matter what your profession is, your upbringing, and nowadays in civilized societies, wanting to know other people’s privacy is a kind of fashionable bad habit, so it’s become a kind of bad habit for the. So that’s why the private lives of celebrities are always exposed by the media. But as an entertainment reporter, I am an ordinary person through and through, except for my work which is related to entertainment, so it would be very abnormal if I am also followed and secretly photographed.

After he affirmed that the future exclusive interviews would be fully handed over to City Weekly, some reporters were drawn to my side because I was the first brother of City Weekly, and besides, what happened on the set last time gave them reason to speculate that it was me who caused Zhong Qing to make this decision, and although this was not even close to the truth, it wasn’t my will. This let me also tasted the taste of being besieged, most of the entertainment journalists due to the lack of a golden egg, only through the siege me to achieve the purpose of anger, as for the Zhongqing there, they still dare not make a mistake, even if you can’t get an interview, but other entertainment activities of the press conference will still make them over-ambitious, if this is also rejected, then the newspaper’s sales will have to be a big discount. Therefore, their internal fire only in my place to get relief, of course, they are still in the name of the interview, but the words between the words or in complaining about my own one person to eat alone.

I was wronged, more wronged than a sinus.

Even some reporters have begun to suspect that I and Zhongqing have had any improper transactions, of course, at present not suspected that what improper “relationship” on the head, but they have wanted to track me to get the inside story. Not only did this leave me without any privacy in my life, even my general social activities had to be restricted, I was afraid that both my mom’s life would be unnecessarily interfered with by these people, and that my illicit relationship with Zhong Qing would be discovered by them.

In the first few days, my nerves were constantly on edge, fearing the reporters who were hiding somewhere, and fearing the phone calls that would ring at unknown times.

Fortunately, I don’t know whether Zhongqing was too busy or for some other reason, except for the interview arranged by our weekly magazine, he didn’t make any phone calls, and those reporters who were following me gave up one by one because they didn’t find any valuable news after a few days. Then there are still a few stubborn elements by me through the mouth of the entertainment network Xiao Ji let them disillusioned.

Of course, my words are bound to convince them, I am the industry’s best reporter, which can not help but convince them, whether it is the readership, or the stars of the degree of cooperation, I can get more than their earnings. It’s no wonder that Zhong Qing asked me to take full responsibility for his interviews. The most important thing is that no matter which star wants his interview content to become completely different after passing through the reporter’s pen. When it comes to this aspect, they all have a guilty conscience.

In order to the annual bonus, the editor-in-chief arranged for me to be in charge of Zhong Qing’s interview task, and even want to give me additional assistants, I hastily refused, joking, that A Liang has already harmed me so miserable, and then another, how to stand, and then again, how can I want an assistant to my current situation? It’s not like I don’t want to live anymore.

And now the situation is gradually a bit wrong, I now this kind of work situation, and Zhongqing’s assistant is no different? As long as his old man makes a call, I have to dash over to report for duty, I really want to beg him, I’m just a weekly magazine, I don’t need to interview so diligently, right? He is calling me more and more frequently. Originally it was once a week, but now it has increased to as many as three times, if it continues like this, sooner or later the media will find out.

But what’s the point of being nervous? He’s so calm and relaxed, he doesn’t look worried at all. He’s also very good at using me as a shield, and he can shut everyone out with a single interview. But who knows that his interview is my moment of suffering.

In the interview, no matter whether it is in the shooting or publicity, as long as he catches a chance, he can never let go of the opportunity to humiliate me.

However, I recently realized that the original kind of thing to do more will also get used to it, at first he did a few times after I was injured and bleeding, began to use olive oil, according to his statement is that he does not want to get every time to clean up the blood stains so troublesome, in his use of olive oil after my burden is not so heavy, and can even immediately continue to work after he finished, but the last few times a little strange, he always wanted to stimulate my desire, after many unsuccessful, he always wanted to stimulate my desire desire, and after many unsuccessful attempts, threw a fit and wondered if I was sexually impotent.

What a joke, who can be on the man can also shoot ah, and not gay, I but like gentle filial piety, the real woman, and a little embarrassed that I also prefer big wave of women it, I remember my first love is my sister, she is completely in line with my dream, but because I am not good, so that her parents are greatly opposed to the final can only be broken up to end, and to this day, I am still! I still miss my first girlfriend. But there is nothing to say to him, since he wants to think so, let him continue to think so.

Recently, his attitude towards me is a little bit better, he didn’t stare at me with that trembling gaze again. I actually wondered why an angel like him with a handsome appearance and a slim figure would stare at people, and stare at people so professionally that people are scared from the bottom of their hearts. He hadn’t said anything serious to me, and had never mentioned his mother’s recent past in front of me again; how was his mother now? I was a little curious, both wishing to know, but also afraid to know, hoping that his mother will be safe and sound, so that he let me off the hook, but even more afraid of his mother has a long and short, what kind of consequences he will make me suffer?

And the thing that pleased me the most was that he had never yet mentioned asking me to go to Phantom Colors to do a doll show, it was as if that day was a nightmare that didn’t exist in reality.

From the bottom of my heart I wanted to ask him if Ms. Blue had gotten any better, but I didn’t dare to ask, I was afraid that what appeared would be the kind of situation that I couldn’t afford the most, and I thought that if that was the case, then it would be better to just maintain the status quo, and I couldn’t be blamed for acting like an ostrich, and I couldn’t help being an ostrich for the sake of my mother.

As the saying goes, things are not as they should be, nine times out of ten, and if he won’t even let me be an ostrich, what else can I think of?

Yesterday, he suddenly called me to his apartment, I was tortured by him enough, the whole three hours, let me to the end even open my eyes have become a difficult thing, he did not use the back position in the whole process, that is to say that the whole three hours I was in a woman’s posture to withstand his pleasures, and in the middle of the three hours, as long as I raised my eyes to look at him, you can surely find that he is eye also watching me without blinking.

There was something in his eyes and I couldn’t be bothered to study it, his movements were making me work very hard. After passing out a few times, I was woken up by his banging, “Let me go, I just can’t take it anymore.” In the end, I had to beg him, any more and I would die.

When he finally let me go, I fell into a deep sleep until I woke up this morning and he was gone. A wig and beard were left behind.

After disguising myself, I left his house. When I went back to work, I was puzzled… He wasn’t supposed to be free yesterday, was he? Didn’t he have to catch up on his shooting schedule?

Suddenly a ringing phone woke me up, I picked it up in a frenzy, it was a reporter I knew from the finance department, “Do you know Lan Yu Yi?” There was a bit of a commotion on the other side, so I couldn’t hear the voice clearly.

“Yes, isn’t she Chung Ching’s mom?” I raised my voice a bit in case they couldn’t hear me clearly.

She died, an hour ago because of heart failure, the rescue failed and died ……”

I was dizzy, I clasped my fingers on the edge of the table, slowly squatted down, but the other hand is still clutching the microphone, what else did they say I simply can not react, my mind only thought of these words over and over again, his mother died, he wants me to bury him, his mother died, he wants me to bury him, his mother died, he wants tomeBurial, his mother died, he wants me to bury ……

No, I have to take my mother out of here, a thought of this, I shook my head violently, as soon as possible to fix the spirit, restrained his non-stop trembling limbs, and quickly took their own belongings to leave the company.

When I arrived home, my mom was still stewing my favorite beef soup. Ignoring her surprised gaze, I pulled her to let her pack when the doorbell rang.

Still too late? Slowly I crumpled onto the couch. After giving me a strange look, mom turned around and went over to answer the door.

The one who came in was Yun Chang, and he was followed by a few people. Mom had seen him on TV and knew that he was Chung Ching’s assistant, so she welcomed them straight into the house without much defense.

“Mr. Li, Zhongqing would like to invite you over for a talk. Is that okay?” Yun Chang’s voice was very gentle.

Seeing that there seemed to be something wrong with my face, mom interjected and asked, “Xiao You, what’s wrong with you?”

I looked at Yun Chang’s eyes, which were cold and heartless, and my heart tightened, “Mom, can you go and pour some tea first?” Mom listened to me and turned to the kitchen again.

“You’d better listen to Zhongqing, otherwise, you know the consequences.” He whispered in my ear.

“Okay, I’ll go with you guys, don’t let my mom know.” I begged him and watched him nod before sighing in relief.

I stood up, grabbed a jacket and spoke to my mom who came out with the tea, “Mom, I have something else to do, I have to go with them for a bit, I might not be back today, so don’t wait for me, go to sleep first.” I don’t know if I can come back today, let’s take a precaution first.

I went to the appointment with the determination to die. Once a person is not afraid of death, his courage can make him do a lot of things. In my heart, I thought, big deal, a life for a life.

To a villa in the suburbs, they let me down. This place is very valuable at a glance, there is even a private forest, and this villa is situated in the middle of the forest.

Even with how much mental construction I did, everything disintegrated when I was at the sight of Zhong Qing. He was no different from a wild beast in this current state, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyes were filled with madness, just like a vicious wolf that could tear apart the prey in front of him at any time.

He made me feel like I was the prey in front of him. He walked towards me step by step, his gait was slow but oppressive, pressing me backward, so uselessly that I actually fell down with my front foot on my back foot.

He walked towards me without stopping, the light in his eyes enveloped me, it was too much to bear the urgency, only to roll over and try to escape to go.

He stomped on my back and crouched down, hooking his hand around my neck, “Do you already know? My mom still left me because she couldn’t be resuscitated. It’s all your fault!” His deliberately lowered voice was like a heavy bass that shook my heart to the core.

His hands were like iron hooks, hooking me straight to the point that I couldn’t breathe, I mission to use both hands to try to break away, but there was no response, did he want to strangle me just like that? Then I can accept it, thinking of this, I let go of my hands.

Gradually, my head turned red from the congestion of blood in my brain, my chest was like a drum, thud, thud, thud, and my lungs hurt because I hadn’t been able to inhale oxygen. It was, right, and finally I could stop being threatened by him, and I recoiled in peace.

Suddenly, his hand released me. “You want to be relieved like that, don’t dream of it, it’s not that cheap.” He said coldly.

I coughed from the sudden rush of air in my chest, coughing so hard I couldn’t catch my breath, like I was going to cough my lungs out. It wasn’t until I gradually eased the pain that he pulled my hair again and said, “You’re going to Phantom Color tonight, I thought you said you weren’t gay. I’m going to make you gay through and through.”

“No, don’t make me go there, I’ll do anything you want, I thought you were going to make me your bed partner? I can do it, I’ll make you happy, please, don’t make me go there?” I was so scared I grabbed his pants leg and begged him, impressing him with the possibility of wanting it.

“I am, I’m gay, don’t prove it.” Whatever, gay is gay as long as you don’t make me go there, “Really, I can serve you. I …… me, it’s you I like.” I’ve wasted no time bullshitting up. “I’ll let you fuck, won’t I? And now I’m not resisting a bit, am I?”

Zhongqing’s eyes flashed for a moment, but it disappeared in an instant, while his face became grave. “Do you think I’ll go up to my mother’s killer?”

I shook my head in panic, “No, no, I didn’t kill your mother.”

“But, how is that any different than if you had done it yourself?” He yelled. “My mom had a heart attack because of your story.”

“I …… I^” I tried to defend myself but found no words.

“Don’t say another word, you’re just waiting to go on stage. Also, before you do something stupid, think about your mom, I’ve already sent someone to pick up your mom, she’s in the Green Gang now, right?”

“You …… how can you be like this, if you want to take revenge, just take revenge on me alone, why do you want to harass my mom, why do you want to take my mom away? Why?” My tears finally couldn’t hold back, “What are you going to do to my mom?” I climbed up and grabbed him by the front of his shirt.

“It’s up to you.” With a mighty swing, he swatted me away from him.

I called Yun Chang and he took me to a room to stay, my mind kept thinking about what I saw that day, it wasn’t a nightmare, it was real, and I had to do the same performance, no, I don’t want to. This feeling of waiting for ‘death’ was tormenting me, tossing and turning, and it was as if a sharp knife was cutting the flesh of my heart, cut by cut, cut by cut. I’m going crazy with this feeling. I really want to die.

No, mom, what about mom? She has to take medicine, she’s not well. Where did she go? Why isn’t she here? Mom, Mom. Where did Mom go? Why isn’t she here with me. And then you end up yelling and screaming? “Mom? …… mom …… mom, where are you?”

I want to go back to when I was a kid, when it was just me and my mom, one day, my mom went to buy ice cream for me, while I ran away chasing a butterfly, and later on, when the butterfly wasn’t caught, and my mom couldn’t be found, I shouted the same thing at that time. “Mom? Mommy?”

Huh? Two people came in, did they see my mom, I rushed forward and begged them, “Have you seen my mom, my mom is missing.” I wanted to cry. Mom, where have you been.

Why did they grab me? I struggled, “Why are you grabbing me? I want to find my mom. Let go of me. You are bad people.”

Yes, mom had said to be careful of people you don’t know, don’t be with people you don’t know. They’re bad people, they’re going to grab me, and now they’re really grabbing me. Mommy, where are you. I’ve been taken by bad people.

“Mommy, Mommy!” I bawled, and the two men holding me froze in place. They didn’t know what to do with me.

“Huh? What’s going on? What are you doing?” Suddenly a very nice voice sounded from the doorway.

I looked back, it looked like an angel, that’s what angels look like in books, they’re so pretty. Mom once said that angels are good people and only good people can be angels.

I broke away from the two men holding me hostage and rushed to the angel, “Angel, you’re an angel! Will you take me to my mom?” I looked at him hopefully with tears in my eyes.

Why would an angel frown? A frowning angel doesn’t look good. I brushed my hand over the angel’s brow and blew lightly, “No, don’t frown, frowning doesn’t look good.”

I was really too tired, I had cried and fussed for a long time, now I was a bit sleepy, I wiped my eyes with my hand, took the angel’s hand and said, “Angel, you sleep with me, I’m sleepy, when I wake up, you take me to my mommy, okay?” Said I, and yawned a big yawn.

The angel didn’t say a word, and led me to the bed, let me sleep on it, and covered me up.

Angels are really nice people, I thought to myself. By the way, when I wake up, I’m going to ask the angel to help me find my mom.