Painful Love with A Bad Gay（Showbiz） - Chapter 83
Shen Ru put down the phone, ears still echoing just now Tang Hongguang in the phone that kiss, before Tang Hongguang call can never have this kind of intimacy similar to the lovers move, recently Tang Hongguang really changed a lot, but …… Shen Ru raised his hand and touched the scar on his face, want to inhibit the heart shouldn’t have the hope that once again Warn yourself that Tang Hongguang is just pity yourself, he will soon feel that this scar is an eyesore …… but there is another voice in the brain arguing that Tang Hongguang if you feel an eyesore long ago left, not to mention every day to kiss this scar tenderly, when the soft and warm lips to the cheeks, always let Shen Ru involuntarilyThe heartbeat of the ……
two voices kept arguing in the mind to make Shen Ru do not know what to do, do not dare to believe in Tang Hongguang but can not control the heart of that delusion. Shen Ru suddenly recalled Tang Hongguang said on the phone that tonight there are entertainment not to come back to dinner things, the heart or silently persuade themselves, hall entertainment company big boss has a entertainment is a very normal thing, just do not come back to dinner only, the night will certainly still come back.
On weekdays Shen Ru in the afternoon are to Tang Hongguang to prepare dinner, buy, wash, choose, cut, fry …… a whole lot of work, Shen Ru and always like to do a few more dishes, so every time to make their own especially busy. Today, Tang Hongguang does not come back, Shen Ru did not feel relaxed, but feel nothing to do, the heart is empty. Shen Ru stayed at home for a while, never thought about the previous on stage by countless fans worship star life, but instead accustomed to every day to Tang Hongguang cooking, and then wait for him to come back to eat with the two together, after eating together to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and then snuggled up together on the sofa to watch TV …… such a life is bland and warm, so that Shen Ru I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that. Shen Ru lost his parents when he was a child and grew up in an orphanage, and his heart’s desire for home is a hundred times stronger than ordinary people. If Tang Hongguang could treat his place as his home, and come back on time every day except for social functions, Shen Ru wouldn’t mind leaving the colorful showbiz industry, staying at home and getting up early every morning to give Tang Hongguang a good breakfast, prepare the “love lunchbox” that he would bring at noon, and then spend a lot of time in the afternoon to make a sumptuous dinner!
But today, Tang Hongguang is not at home, Shen Ru alone does not need to do much sumptuous dinner, just casually make some food to fill up the stomach, and then sit on the sofa to watch TV. Said watching TV, but Shen Ru’s mind is not on the TV program at all, not more than a few minutes interval to raise his head to look at the clock hanging on the wall, more often than not will inevitably neck pain, but Shen Ru still constantly raise his head to look at the time. Clock watch on the hour hand and minute hand staggered forward, six o’clock, seven o’clock, eight o’clock, nine o’clock …… with the slow passage of time, Shen Ru’s heart also gradually Shen down.
Shen Ru raised his hand and rubbed his sore neck, and saw that the clock was already pointing to the position of eleven o’clock. It was already so late that Tang Hongguang probably wouldn’t come back, and maybe he went directly to the home of a starlet to spend the night after he finished his socializing. Shen Ru feel that they do not need to continue to wait, Tang Hongguang is not the first time not to come back, they are not already accustomed to this kind of life, as in the past, directly back to the bedroom to sleep on the line.
But I do not know if it is because of this period of time to stay at home is too idle for the sake of time this late Shen Ru surprisingly did not have half a point of sleep, know that back to bed is bound to be tossing and turning difficult to sleep, and the darkness of the loneliness of the lonely and more intolerable, might as well stay in the living room to watch TV, at least the TV inside the bad noise will not let themselves appear so single.
