Passive Voice - Chapter 10
Lu Yao rubbed her hair distractedly.
Come to think of it, it wasn’t like Chu Zhi Han had to eat light contraindications for a cold and fever. Why did he have to go and cook congee?
And naturally, in a hurry, he went to buy a bunch of sauces and came back.
He is like a fool who has no idea.
Just like that …… time, also don t know how to go to help him …… that. The inside of the head is blank. Only thought, “to make him comfortable on good.” I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’m not sure what I’m doing.
I’m not sure what I’m doing, but I’m sure I’m not imagining that I’m going to be able to do it.
Maybe it’s because the other party is Chu Zhi Han who has always been so sincere and trustworthy. The Chu Zhi Han who has been silently good to himself for so long. Once I remembered that no matter what time Chu Zhi Han had not cut off contact with him to ask for warmth and warmth. I can’t be cruel enough to leave him behind. There is no way to be cruel to really cut off contact.
It’s not that I don’t know what he wants, but in addition to this can’t give. What two ribs of things he is willing to do.
Same-sex love is just too insecure to speak of.
Lu Yao is just an ordinary man who can no longer be ordinary. As long as there was someone he loved, who washed his hands and made soup for him, kept watch for him, and set up slippers for him when he came home, that was enough. He doesn’t need anything spectacular or different.
He just needs a love that is as ordinary as anyone else’s. As long as the rules and regulations of marriage, have children, three generations of people living together in the same house, every Sunday and the children and go out to play football and trekking, and his wife and shopping to see a movie, it has been very happy.
No matter how much Chu Zhihan can give him, but can never give him this kind of life.
Seeing Chu Zhihan holding back her laughter and being embarrassed to laugh out. Lu Yao hurriedly put away the sauces on the table, “If you don’t want to eat it, I’ll go call for takeout.”
Chu Zhi Han also did not say anything, quietly opened the bottle of pickles, quietly began to drink congee.
He suffered a lot in the past two days, his lips were a bit pale, his spirit was not very good, but his face had a rare “rosy luster”, and his eyes were always full of a smiling demeanor.
“Chu Zhi Han, that, I bought my own bus ticket.” Lu Yao said with a bit of a squirm, “I want to go to my sister’s house in C City first, and then go back to celebrate the New Year with my sister.”
Chu Zhi Han stopped her hand movements and raised her head to look at him. A bit stunned. Then lowered his head again to continue eating, “I know, I’ll go before you go home.”
Seeing him so point blank, Lu Yao was suddenly speechless. The long list of excuses he had prepared were useless.
It was nothing more than wanting to distance himself from him for the time being.
He understood, and so did Chu Zhi Han.
After all, the two of them were not getting along like this. How are all very strange. What’s more …… it was still outside of that mess that happened. How to look at it is easy to let people have misunderstanding.
Or do not so unclear stick together better.
Two days later, Chu Zhi Han left. When he left, he didn’t say much. Just like when they came. The atmosphere is cold and stiff. Like a person like nothing, said “goodbye, you have to take care of” such words after leaving.
In the days after Chu Zhi Han left, Lu Yao began to wonder if she was dreaming alone these days.
It was only after Chu Zhi Han’s greeting that he was sure that those were not fantasies.
However, his heart was empty and missing something.
People are like this, but where habits are formed, always unwilling to change.
And Chu Zhi Han’s to him, is that a warm habit.
