Passive Voice - Chapter 25
After such a blow, I’m not in the mood to look at houses. His girlfriend always complained that if he didn’t solve the house problem, he would have to wait until his child was born to think about it. Lu Yao didn’t have anything to say, but comforted his girlfriend by saying that she still had to think about the house before deciding on it.
When going downstairs, he would always pay attention to the neighborhood across the street from time to time. He vaguely hoped to see that person again.
It’s good to see him again.
In the love between two people, if the one who has been insisting on it retreats, there will be no reason to continue. Sounds pretentious words, really experience, only to realize is the bloody naked reality.
Chu Zhihan dead heart, their feelings will follow along with the dead. The feelings are as fragile as the human heart.
Lu Yao felt that the world had turned gray with her. In the concrete and steel concrete jungle, everything is gray.
Finally, he put down a deposit. It was a property in the city center. The price was big and the lighting was bad.
But ghostly and godlike, it is very close to the apartment where Chu Zhihan lives.
Obviously know that this behavior is childish to no good. It is just like the brain out of control to do.
Chu Zhi Han clearly said that they are clear.
However, if you slowly fall in love, you will not be able to forget it.
The ten years of feelings precipitated, Lu Yao realized that his feelings for Chu Zhi Han in fact more than touched or impulsive. He likes Chu Zhi Han’s gentleness. Chu Zhi Han’s restraint. Chu Zhi Han’s tolerance.
I don’t know exactly when I fell in love, but perhaps, I fell in love a long time ago.
Lu Yuan sat across from Lu Yao, slightly powdered small belly slightly convex, the happiness of the mother-to-be overflowing.
“Xiao Xin told me that you two have been having problems lately, asking if you’re dating another girl.”
Lu Yao lazily took a sip of coffee, “You’re listening to her, where is there someone else, where is there a problem.”
“Let me tell you, women’s sixth sense are all very accurate. Do you know that you haven’t contacted someone for two weeks? Look at that ghostly look of yours. What’s wrong with you?”
Ghostly look?
Lu Yao surveyed herself.
He was just thinner, his hair was messy, and his clothes were dirty.
Compared to that person’s haggard appearance at that time. It was simply neat and spirited to a fault.
“I fell in love with a man.” Lu Yao lit the cigarette in his mouth, exhaled a smoke ring, and slowly said, “However, by the time I realized it, he no longer loved me.”
Lu Yuan reached out and took the cigarette out of his mouth, “You even learned to smoke, asshole. Which man? Chu Zhi Han?”
Lu Yao was startled, “How do you know?”
“How do I know? How could I not know? Who has been taking care of you for me as your sister for so many years? Other than him, what other man could you be looking at?”
Lu Yao tugged at the corner of her mouth, “Heh …… says so.”
“You, you’re just like that.” Lu Yuan nodded Lu Yao’s forehead, “It started when I was a kid, I didn’t say what toys I liked, every day after school I’d look in front of the window and wait until it came off the counter and you’d come back and cry. Toys can come off the counter, do you think the human heart is eternal?”
Lu Yao raised his head to look at his sister whose cool thoughts rivaled a rhinoceros, “Lu Yuan, you really don’t mind …… what I did with him?”
“If you mind, you’re not my brother?” Lu Yuan rubbed Lu Yao’s hair, “Don’t let yourself regret it again.”
Lu Yao lowered her head, “But he’s already hurt, he said he’s done with me.”
“Idiot, if he’s really done with you, what’s the point of getting hurt. If he can let go, why would he say that he’s done with me.”
“But I ……”
“Are you thinking you can really do nothing with him for the rest of his life?”
“Uh-huh.”
“Idiot.” Lu Yuan stood up, “I’ll go and help you with Xiao Xin’s side, but you can take care of the rest yourself.”
I’ll take care of it myself. ……
Oh, look after it yourself.
This time is really …… going to take the initiative to fight for his love.
“Chu Zhi Han. That little friend of yours is famous this time.” Xue Haozhe patted the shoulder of Chu Zhihan, who was concentrating on making pictures.
“Don’t talk nonsense.” Chu Zhi Han pushed him away with a black mouth and black face.
“Really, look.” Xue Haozhe snatched the keyboard and mouse in Chu Zhihan’s hand and went on YOUTUBE, “Look at this homepage with the highest click rate video ah.”
“Chu Zhi Han ……”
Chu Zhi Han’s gaze shifted from angrily staring at Xue Haoche to the screen.
“Chu Zhi Han, I was wrong, give me another chance. Let’s start over, okay.” That idiot appeared on the screen in a serious manner, still wearing a tie and a suit, “Actually, I still don’t like men, but I …… love you.”
Chu Zhihan looked at the screen like a sleepwalker.
“In fact …… actually at that time I did not dislike, but …… I’m quite afraid …… of everything, afraid of others will not accept, afraid of my mom will be sad, afraid that you will one day get tired of me.” Lu Yao on the screen paused, “You also know that I am not much, not what you deserve to love the object.”
“But as soon as I thought that I wouldn’t be able to see you from now on, I felt that …… I felt that living was so damn meaningless. So then I still went to find you, but you? You TM ran away without saying a word …… how to find you can’t be found …… shit …… ” Lu Yao’s voice choked a little. “I’m going crazy you know? The MAIL I sent you and couldn’t receive a reply …… I thought you really hated me. I thought, get married, get married, then I can break the thought of you.”
“But what can I do, I just can’t get over you! Do you know how happy I was the day I found out where you lived? As a result, let you damage a meal and give a beating …… I’m not to be angry with you, is somehow …… want to see you to me in the end there is no …… I feel like a special pussy. But you are also ruthless enough ah you!” Lu Yao took down her glasses and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, “I’ve never been so nasty.”
“But I just love you, I just love you so much, thanks to you I don’t have a wife, and I don’t think I’ll have a son in the future. How are you going to compensate me?”
“I’m not afraid now. I’m going to tell the whole world that I fucking love you! I, Lu Yao, love you! Chu Zhi Han, do you hear me? I want to be with you! You’re a big man, can’t you be more careful! Didn’t you love me for ten years? I don’t want to be clear with you! I don’t want to be done with you! Even if you hate me for another ten years, that’s fine! We’re together every day, so you can toss me around as much as you want.”
“Chu Zhi Han …… I’m sorry, I love you, I really love you. I’m sorry …… I’m sorry ……” The little man on the screen looked like he had a red-eyed and determined look.
“You see your little friend now the whole a network celebrity ah …… this out of the closet out really shocking …… Hey! Hey! Where are you going? Not yet off work it!” Xue Haozhe helplessly watched the man picked up his jacket and rushed out, “Shit, every date I have to stay to help you wipe your ass, the design drawings are only half done every time to run to find a little lover ……”
However, it’s still a good thing to be a supporting character in a story where lovers end up together, Xue Haoche narrowed his eyes and smiled.
“Chu Zhi Han you dead man!” Xue Haoche looked at the design diagram that Chu Zhi Han had just drawn and felt the entirety of the small universe burning up, “What’s the point of having a spring in your step when you’re at work! You wrote the name of the project as Lu Yao la!”
