The Blind and the Deaf - Chapter 15

Mr. Miao stayed for two seconds. This small period of silence made Xiao Zhang completely lose his courage. He put his head down, got under the covers, and curled himself into a ball.
Mr. Miao gradually reacted, thinking, “What a newborn. Similarly faced with feelings, he was actually not as brave as the little tyke. He felt an incredible tenderness rise in the bottom of his heart and touched the protruding human form beside him through the quilt. Xiao Zhang didn’t move a muscle.
Mr. Miao felt content. Little Zhang didn’t know he was fond of him yet, and, well, he was about to find out. Mr. Miao’s chest filled with a feeling of overflowing happiness, rubbing himself and also burrowing into the quilt.
“Again, crying?” He asked.
Xiao Zhang didn’t say anything. Mr. Miao squeezed a little closer again and held the little tyke, who had shrunk into a hedgehog, in his arms. Moving around rubbed the hearing aids out of his ears, and he had to fumble under the covers.
Xiao Zhang felt Mr. Miao’s closeness before he gathered enough courage to whisper, “Mr. Meow, I think I …… I like you. I ……” he pursed his lips, “You won’t hate me even if I say it right?” He waited for a while and didn’t get an answer from Mr. Meow. That almost exhausted all of his strength, and now he only felt a little like crying, and said in self-loathing, “Then …… if you will hate me, just pretend that you didn’t wear a hearing aid just now, and you didn’t hear me ……”
Mr. Miao finally found his hearing aid and put it back on. He only heard the last few words, and hurriedly asked, “What did you say, what?”
Xiao Zhang,”……”
Xiao Zhang deflated his mouth, wiped his hot nose, and said, “Nothing ……” His head went blank, rolled over, turned his back to Mr. Miao, and once again shrunk himself into a hedgehog.
Mr. Miao, “?”
The attentive Mr. Miao felt that Xiao Zhang’s tone was not quite right. After a slight thought, he did not continue to ask. In accordance with his few relationship experiences (and the occasional romance drama), there seemed to be a better solution now.
He hugged Xiao Zhang through his pajamas, lifted his head to poke over his shoulder, and said, “Little tits?”
Xiao Zhang felt Mr. Miao’s breathing in his ear and buried his face in the bed. Mr. Miao took a bit of effort to break that stubborn body over and press his body against him. The two of them were folded into a ball in the crowded comforter, and the hot breath they exhaled ran into each other’s faces. That was already the limit of Xiao Zhang’s patience. He felt sad and really wanted to cry, but not in front of Mr. Miao. He tried to sit up, but was immediately pressed back into the bed by Mr. Miao. Mr. Miao’s breath was suddenly very close to him, and before he could react, his lips were pressed against something warm and soft. It was Mr. Miao’s lips.
Xiao Zhang inhaled incredulously. Mr. Miao s lips left him slightly and said gently, “I want to kiss, I am afraid that you …… dislike it.”
Xiao Zhang froze and immediately argued aggressively, “No, I ……!” Before he could say it, he was blocked back by Mr. Miao’s lips.
Xiao Zhang’s head was messed up into a pot of porridge, both hands grasping the quilt and letting go.
Mr. Miao’s arm went under his neck and wrapped around his shoulders. Their heaving chests pressed together through the thin pajamas. Soft lips greedily sucked each other`s. Ah …… must be the lack of oxygen in the comforter too much, Xiao Zhang felt dizzy to the sky. But at the same time the feeling of bodies pressed together was so real.
This is real is real …… Even if it is only once in this life, it is enough …… Xiao Zhang thought silently.
Perhaps feeling Xiao Zhang’s shortness of breath, Mr. Miao let himself kiss a little more gently. After pecking a few times on his mouth, he parted again and continued kissing at a different angle. Xiao Zhang felt Mr. Miao’s lips gently sucking on his lips, he could even hear a slight sucking sound. The tip of his nose would brush against him, and his palms caressed his cheeks, neck …… and Mr. Miao`s breath …… Xiao Zhang felt his body heat up, and he couldn`t help but grab Mr. Miao`s clothes. Then slowly moved up again and hugged his neck.
They kissed each other and couldn t get enough. Until Xiao Zhang was so oxygen deprived that he pulled off the quilt to reveal his head, the two of them rested and breathed heavily.
Xiao Zhang’s cheeks rolled and he covered his face with both hands. Mr. Miao smiled, kissed his cheek through the back of his hand, and then put back on the hearing aid that had almost squeezed off.
He sat up solemnly and said, “Chang, I’m very, very serious. I’m thirty-two years old and I’m single now. I have a valve in hand, a pastry store, a house, and a broken down car. I like you, have been a long time. I will be very good to you, do my best …… to take care of you. So, can you accept me?”
Xiao Zhang still covered his face and did not move. He kept circulating “It’s true it’s true it’s true it’s true ……” in his head for a long time, and he felt that Mr. Miao was waiting for his answer.He rolled over, buried his face in the pillow, and said muffled, “Well ……”
He felt Mr. Miao’s hand probe under his body. His entire being rolled over and both hands pulled off his face.
Mr. Miao, “Promise?”
Chang, “Promised ……”
His lips were kissed again. It wasn’t until then that Xiao Zhang was really sure that this was real.
