The Blind and the Deaf - Chapter 19
Mr. Miao was afraid that being too eager would make Xiao Zhang resent him, so he did it carefully even though it was a tongue kiss. He gently sucked on Xiao Zhang’s tongue, using his own tongue to feel the soft and moist tip of the other’s tongue. Xiao Zhang was a bit overwhelmed, moving his tongue to try to cooperate with him but didn’t know what to do. Sensing his efforts, Mr. Miao sealed his mouth completely with his lips and taught him little by little. After a few kisses, he let go a little, allowing Chang to catch his breath before continuing. Kissing like this off and on for a long time, exchanging moist and warm breath with each other, Xiao Zhang’s face turned red. He grew to appreciate the pleasure of it, responding clumsily.
Around him was the familiar, hometown smell. In front of him was what he liked, the smell of Mr. Miao. His hometown was the softest existence in his heart, and being able to embrace Mr. Miao here was like letting Mr. Miao embrace his entire past, touching a complete him. It filled his heart with happiness.
Xiao Zhang knew that this was another step forward in his relationship with Mr. Miao. He also vaguely knew that their relationship could be even closer to …… just …… that kind of husband and wife relationship. Of course, this would be after they had been together for a long, long time. Although Xiao Zhang didn’t know why he had to wait that long, it took a year or two for other people to talk about getting married, even if he and Mr. Miao couldn’t get married …… Xiao Zhang’s head was dizzy, and he began to think wildly again.
The two sat in the car, hand clasped hands intimately huddled together, talking for a while and then entwined together to kiss for a while. Near noon, Mr. Miao only to return to the driver’s seat, will be kissed confused Zhang led to the passenger seat. Mr. Miao is not familiar with Zhang’s hometown, but the two people have no purpose, driving a broken gold cup in the old street randomly turn. Along the street to see a tea house, open quite clean, and took Zhang in to sit for a while, drink tea, listen to the opera. In the afternoon and wandered around, two or three o’clock home. Two people simply did not do anything, but both feel very happy.
Mr. Miao made it a point to catch up on dinner preparation, and as soon as he returned, he actively put on his apron and got busy again. The three of them sat down together like a real family and had a happy meal.
That night, Mr. Miao went home again alone. Sitting down towards the house, he realized – bad food. He was even more lonely.
Mr. Miao made a deal with Zhang to pick him up and bring him home three days later. Taking that opportunity, he invited Zhang’s mom to dinner, and then, to do a difficult but necessary thing – to come out of the closet.
The matter of coming out of the closet is very scrupulous in Mr. Miao’s heart. One slip up could result in very bad consequences. Just like him now, he even ate the New Year’s Eve dinner by himself, a person down some dumplings, a set of dishes, a chair, empty room, even if it was New Year’s Eve – dumplings or frozen. But there’s no way around it, Mom and Dad have said that they won’t let the one who hasn’t led their daughter-in-law in the door. If he had been given another choice, he probably would have taken back what he said that day, at least to give mom and dad a thought, hiding it for a few years is a few years.
Mr. Miao knew that Xiao Zhang was braver than he was. He also knew that Xiao Zhang didn’t want to hide anything from his mom, otherwise even if he got along with him, he would still feel all guilty inside. But Zhang mom to really do not agree, this thing …… is really difficult to do ah.
Lying on the bed with a long sigh, Mr. Miao insomnia.
