Unfair Love of Mr Mu - chapter 3

I often hear people say that life has to go on no matter how painful it is. So, if the right to survive is taken away, how can you continue to live?

I have thought about losing my job, but I didn’t expect it to be such an embarrassing way.

The manager looked grim and said to me, “This morning, everyone in our company received this photo in their email. Muran, I don’t want to discriminate against your sexual orientation, but I can’t stand the company’s reputation being damaged because of you.”

I looked at the photo in the manager’s email, expressionless.

In the photo, two men were hugging and kissing. Because the distance was a bit far, the faces were a bit blurry. But the man facing the camera side could indeed be said to be me, at least looking like seven or eight points. If I hadn’t made sure several times that I haven’t touched another man’s hand since I was born, I almost had to doubt whether this was a history of my peach blossom.

There is also a paragraph of content in the email, which is roughly that I am not only a disgusting homosexual but also shamelessly seduced someone else’s husband.

I felt almost want to laugh out loud. This kind of dog blood drama that is common on TV and in magazines actually fell on me, but the shameless little three changed gender and became a man.

At this time, I don’t feel humiliated or angry. In fact, I want to ask people around me what I can seduce others with this appearance? Even if I wash up and lie in someone else’s bed, people will probably only think that I am not good enough.

I took back my thoughts and said to the manager, “I know, I will submit my resignation report.”

The manager rubbed his forehead and waved at me impatiently.

Walking to the door, I stopped and turned to bow to the manager: “Thank you for your care over the years.” Then I didn’t wait for his answer and opened the door and left.

In fact, I still feel sad inside. After all, this is the company I have been in for 3 years since I graduated. Although it is hard and tired to follow the manager to travel around and do business, I have also learned a lot. I always thought that if I worked hard like this, life might get better and better.

It’s just a pity… Forget it, don’t think about it.

This is what I deserve.

When I walked out of the company with my things packed up, people were looking at me and whispering along the way, and I even heard conversations like “Let’s see who he is, he is that homosexual!” “Homosexuals look like this…” It’s really funny and angry.

When I got home, I was surprised to see the landlady knocking on the door. I hurriedly walked over: “Aunt Yu, do you need something from me?”

The landlady looked at me, hesitated, and said, “Well… Xiao Mu… I’m really sorry… this… is… the house can’t be rented to you…”

I was stunned and asked, “Wasn’t the one-year contract signed? What’s the problem?”

The landlady said, “The breach of contract compensation will be paid to you. I just don’t want to rent it… this… if possible, please try to move out in the next day or two…” Before I could reply, she quickly left.

I stood there in a daze, holding the things I had packed up from the company, looking at the home that was only a step away, took a deep breath, and then took out the key and opened the door and walked in.

I got up late and left in a hurry today, and the slippers at the entrance were still flipped outward when I left.

There is still a piece of bread that I tore up and forgot to put in the refrigerator on the table.

The cushion on the sofa is still askew, and it must have been that I forgot to tidy up while watching TV on the sofa last night.

Although a bit lonely, every corner of the home is filled with the breath of my life.

Proving that I am alive, breath.

I closed the door and walked into the living room, standing in the middle of the room, at a loss for a while, and I didn’t know what I should do. The door lock suddenly came from the twist, I turned my head, and Yi Tian pushed the door and entered. He didn’t even look at me, and went straight into the bedroom.

A few minutes later, he came out, his face black, and asked me, “Where is my stuff?”

I sighed slightly, “I sorted out your things a few days ago and threw them all away.”

Yi Tian sneered, “The documents I put in the drawer, did you throw them away too?”

I was stunned, the documents in the drawer? How could he put that kind of thing here, he guards against me like what, even when I take out his clothes to wash before I check the pocket to worry about what he has forgotten to take out, he will look at me coldly, as if I am scheming again.

“I remember every single thing here, and I have never seen any documents.”

Yi Tian snorted and said, “Forget it, it’s not a big deal anyway, if you want it, take it.” He turned and wanted to leave.

I suddenly took a step forward and grabbed him, ignoring his cold eyes like a ice knife, lowering my head and begging in a hoarse voice: “Yi Tian… here… let me live here… even if… even if you look at the favor of these years…” I was like a humble beggar, taking these years of good and attentive treatment as chips to beg him to give me a place to live. Ha, I finally gave in, the love I cared about more than anything, the love I wanted to come by any means, and finally I used it as a deal.

Yi Tian shook off my hand, smiled and said, “Favor? What favor? The favor of you drugging me? The favor of you threatening me? Or do I have any other favors that I haven’t realized?”

I closed my eyes, my whole body was stiff and almost unable to move. At this moment, I suddenly regretted a little, why didn’t I leave some way out, and said to Yi Tian, please see the favor of these years and let me go, it’s really ridiculous to say such a thing. How could he be willing to let me go if I gave him the chips of good and attentive treatment over the years?

After Yi Tian left, the whole room returned to silence, and at this moment, my heart was completely calm. It doesn’t matter, it’s just starting over. As long as I am still alive, isn’t there a saying that all things turn out well that end well? Isn’t there someone who says “I see happiness because of all the setbacks”? Everything I am experiencing now, pain or sadness, is my own choice. If I choose the wrong path, this is the consequence I should bear.

Two days later, I moved out of that small apartment.

After handing over the key to the landlady, I looked back deeply.

This place has recorded the happiest and most painful times in my life. Now I am leaving, no one is holding back, no one is saying goodbye, only those cold furniture and electrical appliances, if they have feelings, will they be reluctant to let me go? Thinking like this, I suddenly felt sour in my heart, and before the tears could rush out, I hurriedly left with my head down.

Such a self is really too pitiful, and I actually want to place the feelings of parting on those dead things.

However, in this world, there are probably only me who don’t even have a person to say goodbye to before leaving, and don’t even have a friend who can be told to take care of themselves.

Carrying the suitcase, I walked on the street, discarding those cowardly self-injury in my mind, and now the most important thing is to find a place to live. I plan to stay in a cheap hotel for a few days recently, and then go out to find a house to rent to settle down, and then consider the matter of work.