Adoption: Promises of Love - Chapter 26

Adoption Chapter 27: Not Understanding

“Get out of the car and follow me to my room.”
Slamming the car door shut, Luo Rui Xi ordered. Luo Yi silently followed out of the car and had to trot to keep up with Luo Rui Xi’s pace.
“Young master, little young master ……”
“All of you go and rest, no matter what sounds you hear don’t show up for me!”
With a wave of his hand, Luo Rui Xi went straight up the stairs, his icy breath almost freezing the entire villa. Uncle Ming told all the other servants to retreat, worriedly glanced at Luo Yi, sighed, and had no choice but to follow Luo Rui Xi’s words and not linger any longer.
“Tell me, why did you go to a place like that? I can listen to your explanation, as long as you are willing to explain, I will believe it, as long as it’s reasonable I won’t get angry.”
“Say it, I will forgive you.”
Hands inserted in the waist Luo Rui Xi in the room pacing back and forth, non-stop, non-stop comfort themselves, appease themselves, he can forgive, yes, as long as the explanation is reasonable he has no reason not to be angry ……
Hands clasped together in front of the body, straight body or uncontrollable trembling.
Not afraid, just a deep guilt, at the moment Luo Rui Xi appeared, Luo Yi was surrounded by guilt, layer by layer wrapped around him, suffocating him.
He was wrong, so wrong that there was no way to explain it, he had no reason.
Stupidly making a decision like that, he would actually have the idea of having a relationship with someone other than Luo Rui Xi! He didn’t know what was wrong with him, what was wrong?
Fear.
The fear that one day he would lose Luo Rui Xi seized his sanity.
It couldn’t be helped, he was just scared, terrified, and no matter how much he tried to convince himself, no matter how hard he tried not to think about it, there was just no way to get rid of those annoying thoughts.
He was sixteen years younger than him, he and he were both men, he was his adopted child, he was his guardian, his likes were different from his ……
Thoughts like these, back and forth, back and forth, over and over again ……
“Are you prepared to be silent?”
Arms were grasped in the man’s hands, Luo Yi was lifted upwards by a strong force, only his toes could barely touch the floor, such a position forced him to come face to face with the man, had to look at him, had to accept his anger, had to be more ashamed ……
“Is it so hard for you to explain yourself to me?”
“It’s been five years, I’ve been living with you for five years, why are you still refusing to tell me anything just like you did back then?”
“Luo Yi, just because I don’t ask about some things doesn’t mean I don’t have any feelings, it’s because I’m waiting for you to take the initiative to tell me.”
“No, but you have not once taken the initiative to come to me to say, what are thinking, what are you worried about, what are you in pain, what are you happy about …… no, never tell me. You would rather talk to Qin Muhao also to me never mention.”
“What exactly am I in your eyes? Luo Yi, what exactly do I, Luo Rui Xi, count in your eyes!”
Arms hurt, ears hurt, head hurts, heart hurts the most ……
What should I tell you? Say I like you, not just between family members, I have desire for you, I want to sleep with you?
I can even imagine the expression on your face after you hear these words, and then, I will no longer be qualified to stand beside you.
–Don’t be impulsive, no matter how angry Luo Rui Xi is don’t say your true heart, it’s not time yet. Don’t talk back to him, don’t let what happened five years ago happen again, he’s just angry, talk to him nicely, if you can’t, come to my house for a few days.
Xiao Qin just loves to worry, obviously a ‘selfish’ realist, but also worry about their things all the time, don’t properly figure out their relationship with Wu Zuoyu, always get involved in their things, really chicken woman ……
“I’m sorry.”
Other than these three words what else can I say?
The eyes are getting more and more painful, the eyes are red as if they are going to drip blood, the transparent and clear black eyes are shrouded by water mist, the thin layer of water vapor, I don’t know how many emotions are dissolved, and the misty look is not real.
“You oh ……”
Powerless to release his hand, Luo Rui Xi is smiling, that curved corner of the mouth holding full of bitterness, smiling to the cold heart, heartache.
His tone is very soft, very helpless, very silent, permeated with the aggression that cannot be grasped, cannot be touched.
He, a twenty-nine year old hallowed Luo’s president, was made to feel this aggrieved by a thirteen year old brat!
“If I didn’t go looking for you, where are you going to go with that man?”
Low hoarse voice could not be heard emotionally, Luo Ruixi squinted at Luo Yi, his eyes were red and swollen, even the whites of his eyes were already bloodshot, unlike Luo Yi, his eyes were dry and even a bit hideous, the eyes of an enraged beast that only appeared after holding back its anger for a long time.
“Go to the hotel? And then what? To go to bed with him ……?”
Can not say anymore, forget it, he is still a child, and then he left again how to do? Luo Rui Xi, are you going to force him away again?
No, I’m just educating him! It’s my responsibility to educate him. I’m his guardian. How can I forgive him for something like this?
Is it really just because you’re his guardian?
Of course, I’m his family. It’s my responsibility to keep him from going astray.
Really? Is that really what you think? Just family, responsibility?
“Yes.”
Luo Ruixi looked at Luo Yi in surprise.
What did he just say?
“If you don’t come, I’ll go to a hotel with that man and have sex.”
“I like men, I’m gay, the child you’ve raised and loved for five years is actually gay, do you feel disgusted? Does it make you regret bringing me home five years ago? Does it make you feel like you shouldn’t have brought me back when I left in the first place?”
Still not holding back, sanity really is shit against the man who occupies his entire heart.
“If you regret it, I’ll move out of my own accord, I’m thirteen anyway, I’m not going to starve anyways, it’s okay, you can tell me your heart, I’m okay with it, I’m ……”
“Shut up!”
Luo Yi’s ears ring for a moment and her brain stops spinning.
“Don’t say another word or ……”
Luo Ruixi vainly covered up his eyes, staring tightly at Luo Yi for a moment, and in just a breath’s time, he lifted the person onto his shoulders and walked broadly into the bathroom.
“You really aren’t sober anymore, I think you must not have been sober ……”
Shattering his thoughts, Luo Ruixi threw Luo Yi into the bathtub, and turned on the shower before Luo Yi could defend herself, the cold water poured out, and in just a few seconds, it soaked through all of Luo Yi’s clothes.
“Are you more awake now?”
“Disgusting? What makes you think I’ll be disgusting? I regret? I regret what? Moving out? Ha! How can you even think that?”
“Did you feel nothing about how I treated you for the past five years? Did you throw my feelings for you in the trash like a tissue to wipe your nose?”
“Have you ever really understood me properly? I, Luo Ruixi, have never, not even for a second, not even for a millisecond, thought about separating from you, Luo Yi!”
“Listen to me, understand me, fool!”
The water that hit my body was still so cold, but my heart was so warm ……