Adoption: Promises of Love - Chapter 38

Adoption Chapter 39: Crying in Pain

Just because a person is smiling doesn’t mean that he doesn’t have pain in his heart, and maybe the person who is letting out a big laugh at you is the one who is hurting the most.
You’re not me, so how would you know if I’m okay or not, if I’m in pain or not, if I’m hurt beyond healing.
“I fell in love with him at the first moment I saw him, a man like the white orchids my grandfather grew. Then I found out his name was Xue Yue, and immediately thought of the word ‘flamboyant’ and found it hilarious. I started to ask my parents to host wine parties at home from time to time, and sometimes when I was rejected I went to pander to grandpa just to meet him.”
Leaning against Luo Yi’s shoulder Wei Yina spoke slowly.
“He treats me very well, spoils me like a brother, looks at me with doting eyes. The hand that touches my hair is big and warm, the lips that kiss my cheeks are gentle, making me blush and making me throb. I love him so, so much.”
“He said that one was a little girl’s delusion, that he didn’t take it seriously, but he looked at me with delight in his eyes, with a strong smile. I know that it’s not that he doesn’t have feelings for me, it’s just that he doesn’t have the courage to love me yet, and once he makes up his mind to love me, I’ll be the happiest princess in the world at that time.”
“I’m looking forward to that moment every minute.”
Said Wei Yina with a gentle smile, the kind of smile that could only be found on the face of a girl caught up in a passionate love, so deeply in love.
“But in the process of waiting until he was busy taking that last step towards me, Ye Zi Mei appeared. She is a woman who is only interested in the world, she likes to rob and snatch away everyone’s beloved things, she is the woman who survives for this reason. Even a little girl’s longing, dream, future …… she does not let go.”
The beautiful love affair was torn apart, Wei Yina smiled bitterly.
“She pestered Xue Yue, completely lacking the reserve that a woman should have, I watched her leaning towards Xue Yue, having her fingers teasing him, seducing him …… and then saw them kissing ……”
“I knew that Xue Yue was the victim, I knew that it was Ye Zi Mei who took the initiative to kiss up, but I started to get jealous like I was losing my mind. I am indeed a hairy child who hasn’t grown up, childish as hell.”
“But he was so gentle in calming me down, explaining to me and asking me not to hurt myself. Obviously I hit him, bit him, and even smashed him with my shoes, but he painfully looked at my arm that was accidentally cut by myself, and helplessly and unsympathetically said to me ‘no matter how angry you get again don’t hurt yourself, just be mad at me.'”
A tear fell, and Lo Yi felt a coldness on his shoulder and his heart went cold with it.
“He told me that he could go find Ye Zimei right away to explain to me face to face, he doesn’t like me to misunderstand, he loves me …… He finally said those three words to me, and then he rushed out, I didn’t even have time to pull him back, I should have pulled him back!”
Wei Yina suddenly grabbed Luo Yi’s sleeve and pressed her forehead against Luo Yi’s shoulder.
“If I had known that he would never come back after this trip, I would have pulled him back.”
“He died, from a car accident, speeding.”
“Fool-like, to the last one, still holding my hand tightly, telling me to believe him, he whispered in my ear with his last bit of strength and said to me ‘Nana, I’ve loved you from the first moment I saw you, how nice it would have been if I could have told you earlier, I’m sorry I wasn’t brave enough, I’m sorry I made you wait so long, I love you, and if I can, I really want you to be the happiest princess in this world.'”
“Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… Xue Yue …… ”
“Ah!”
Pressing her heart Wei Yina screamed, cried and wailed ……
After a lapse of three years of painful crying, tearing the heart.
“If I pulled him it would be good ah!”
“Luo Yi …… Why didn’t I pull him?”
Arms pinched by the girl’s fingers, turning blue and purple, Luo Yi did not say anything, waiting for her to let it all out.
Some people miss is a lifetime, even how or not at first are not helpful.
After crying bitterly, the wound can be calloused is good, at least it will not be bleeding all the time.
Holding the Wei Yina tired of crying asleep, Luo Yi stopped a cab, remembered the address of a familiar to tell the driver, took off his jacket to help Wei Yina cover.
Go to Xiao Qin’s place ……